old Words

Hello

Today I’m not going to make junk phrases with old Words, I’m starting to be tired of that, today I’m going to speak about something different, something that I dream about. But you know dreams some times do not come true.
Must of the times I think on what hold be my life if I have done things difrentely, but things are just like they are, I have a nice job, I love my far away country, I love my family even some times they don’t deserve my confidante, what ever.
I could not say that I don’t fight day over day, I fight, some times I fight so hard that I lose them.
My dream is to form a family my won, you knowa girl that love and that I love, but as incredible has things are, I can’t not find, is true I can’t find no one, I’m lose in this confusion of people that doesn’t see itch other. That’s the problem of big metro poles were we haven’t construct hoer personality, there are some principals fundaments that simply no exists. It’s funny. Well I said it is that simple has it is, I’m a shy Man that invests time in relationships but at the end it simply doesn’t Work. Maybe that I haven’t find a exact one, some times I feel like my father at the time of is love conquests, I hope not to end like him, because I have do nothing bad to end like him, even that he has not deserve is faith, no one deserves what he as pass.
You know What I have stop of search, I have buy a motorcycle even if that don’t cover the empty in my life it help me to fly, fly over those streets of France over those champs that my view lose.
Maybe the problem is on me, or maybe I’am the problem,
Some times you know, I start to read books, but some of those books I never end them, some times they reflect their sadness on me that I take moths to finish them, but there are other books that are devoured by my mind, theres maybe a meaning for that.
You know what I’m tired, I’m tired of work to the end have no buddy to share my day, wend I come everybody sleeps, wend I sleep everybody are awake, this is the life of some one that works at a command center.
Well I’m tired of speak of me, next time I will talk about something else or someone other, may be an author or personage how knows.

See you soon.